I don't really want it but it's calling my name

"Moja, you come and get me I can take away the pain

Come a little closer you got everything to gain"

But I got to much to lose I'm bout to go insane

I been here too many times got my head low

If I gave a dime for every time I'd be dead broke

I feel that battle in my soul the pressure closing in

My passions asking for a pass and I can't hold it in

There I go again no self control again I'm too good at giving in

Feeling like throwing in the towel the guilt is closing in

Sometimes I climb the heights but I'm at my lowest sin

Cloaked in deception and overdosing on potent sin

I'm so gone baby wanna be home again

Wanna feel whole again come fill this hole again

Now I'm doubled over with my face in my knees

At your side is where I wanna be

But there I go again I'm falling