Tuesday, August 22, 2023

as I ponder the chapters written and those left untouched. A heart's rhythm seeks a harmony, a dance of solace in the midst of doubts. And so, I stand on the shores of introspection, wondering if the tides of our connection will choose to recede or surge forth with renewed vigor, as the chapters of us continue to unfold.

Friday, February 10, 2023

Proceeding the morning I woke up in the morning in someone’s room few times in a week for a year, as he prep and leaves to go to work in a gallery and the room was full of his cologne scent mixed with on cigarette he blows before he go and it does really heightened somehow for me.

My lungs was full, after he went for a bath. His soap, his shampoo all lingers in every inches of the room. In every thread of the bedsheets while I'm looking at the ceiling to feel them all.

In fact, I will always be grateful for every meeting that took place— for this past 8 years.

I hope I could willing to witness your growth from far away, and from now on I will entrust you to the sun. hoping whatever what best for you would give you anything you need. Honestly, I can't. 

Thursday, March 25, 2021

just got drown in ocean that I'm unable to swim in

Friday, March 12, 2021

yesteryear
you're just a shadow left to greet me like before
i heard the news that i'm trying to conjure 
catton on
 it's the time for build good streams
then the twisting road map inside someone's veins
spreading through the sleep apnea that set alight 
with every little spark
back into her daydream

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

mMmmMmMmM pain
Things are getting heightened somehow, imagine you're being in a high dose made-up dopamine and you're surrounded with your true friends, without boundaries and worries you're well being of your true of yourself
here's a count down to next 4 hours to cope up with my own reality how to turned out normaly in front of  screen 

i turned out
to be someone
that i know
most people
won't like
and he does won't like

\

i wasn't like this before
it all came from pain that i'm trying to used to


Tuesday, January 26, 2021

SEPTEMBER 18, 2019




"And the world forgets I was ever here..."

said some of leftover flowers
that withered in trash
i replied and whispered
"we are in this together, aren't we?"

eyes on me

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