a major grieving

there are a number of other devastating losses that come as a result of such an ending. i always believe that grief it's only an experience in mind, but lately i realized-- it's also experience of the body too. it's an aches and pain leads struggle to drink or eat. your stomach become a void that ready to fulfill with overloaded thoughts from your mind. the exhaustion, that becomes a snowball and our throat is a hanged cliff that we believe it will all fall when like what physics always told us that reactions were recipopral on actions.