We met at a tea bar, it was sweet and sincerer. Yet I was there questioning your existance for past whole through texts that we talk around in a week. I want to know your whole garden, my heart was bursting I always consider myself as a weak person yet brave enough to dedicating my life for someone. I was believe we will achieve all of this. but I wasn’t sure if the good life will bring us happiness and the strenght to our relationship. I’m so glad it did.  I love the 4 days in a week that we can spend together in your lodge, by just seeing obscure movies or simply ordering food and snacking with instant noodles. I was there too, questioning. Is it love? is it just an emotional attachment? Those words proclaimed boldly when i looking at your bedroom's ceilings. 

then here we go

or maybe love, that sounds like laughter between us.